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What I was talking about
Mar. 23rd, 2007 02:52 pmAh, see, it's exactly what I was talking about-- you never know what a day of work will be like, and if you feel too bad to work, you also feel too bad to drive, and once you feel okay to drive, well, you feel okay to work, too, so what do you do? We got nailed with school groups who all came into the studio at the same time and I ended up spending a harried hour and a half on my feet-- on my feet and very busy-- and I hadn't had my usual midmorning snack and the studio was overly warm (possibly because of all the people packed into it!) and I was running out of water too, so apparently it was too much, and when I realized how badly I was SHAKING I knew I needed to sit! And also eat the banana I'd had in my pocket and hadn't gotten around to eating! Bethany took over for me and after fifteen minutes I was still too shaky and dizzy to do anything. I ate lunch gradually for the next hour, then by that time was still a bit off but was okay to drive home. When I got here I lay down for a bit and now I feel almost normal. And I got to see Jason for a whole hour and fifteen minutes! Fridays are the only day I don't get to see him nowadays, and there's only one more of those Fridays left... if even that.
I am so frustrated! Just one more week of work-- three more days, really!-- and I could get through them just fine but I never know until I get there! Yesterday I felt great-- okay, well, DECENT-- the whole time at work. I felt better at work than I did at home! I don't know what to do about those last three days. I think I'll try monday, but next thursday and friday, well, that's another week closer and chancier and those days are ALSO likely to be well-laden with groups. If only I could make money at home right now, but no, the baby brain is totally preventing me from doing anything practical that doesn't directly relate to Preparing. I don't know why I have to stress about such things. It's Jason's money (or lack thereof) too, but he's much more supportive of my health than I am-- "Are you sure you want to go to work next week? You don't have to, really." But I always feel like I ought to try.
Baby keeps dancing, even though he has dropped and has so much less room to begin with. Wiggle wiggle wiggle! Though I'm glad, because I know he's doing all right that way! Though yesterday afternoon/evening I was really nauseous for some reason and then he got hiccups, which is just NOT the most comfortable thing against your digestive system when you're already nauseous!
I am so frustrated! Just one more week of work-- three more days, really!-- and I could get through them just fine but I never know until I get there! Yesterday I felt great-- okay, well, DECENT-- the whole time at work. I felt better at work than I did at home! I don't know what to do about those last three days. I think I'll try monday, but next thursday and friday, well, that's another week closer and chancier and those days are ALSO likely to be well-laden with groups. If only I could make money at home right now, but no, the baby brain is totally preventing me from doing anything practical that doesn't directly relate to Preparing. I don't know why I have to stress about such things. It's Jason's money (or lack thereof) too, but he's much more supportive of my health than I am-- "Are you sure you want to go to work next week? You don't have to, really." But I always feel like I ought to try.
Baby keeps dancing, even though he has dropped and has so much less room to begin with. Wiggle wiggle wiggle! Though I'm glad, because I know he's doing all right that way! Though yesterday afternoon/evening I was really nauseous for some reason and then he got hiccups, which is just NOT the most comfortable thing against your digestive system when you're already nauseous!
